Saturday, February 10 // 11:10 PM
I try my best to help you;
it’s not as if I owe my life to you.
it’s because - I - want to.
But you take it as if I’m invisible;
the feeling of ignorance;
the feeling of un-wanted-ness.
why don’t you just tell me the truth?
that you just hate me to the core.
then I can stop caring
and just wasting my time on you.
no matter how hard i try
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
i tried to accept that fact
but i couldn’t pull myself through.
but now you’ve changed my mind set,
you’re just a fool.
Because I don’t love you no more,
you’re just a faded past in my life.
it was a big mistake, to have known you.
if only i could have seen through you,
then none of this would happen.
we are just too different,
in our worlds.
now I think about the past,
when you cared.
the times we had were unforgettable.
Now you take a glance at me
and look away
as though we never met, as though i never lived.[THIS SONG IS INCOMPLETE, SO IT'LL BE VERY FUNNY, BUT I WAS JUST BORED(:]
ok don't laugh!!! this is a stupid song i wrote in the car...and i shall not be shy and share it with the whole world((: actually i am still shy that's why i made it tiny d: HAHA! but it's seriously S-T-U-P-I-D. and it really really serously doesn't make ANY sense at all. :D right right right? HAHA!came home from seletar not long ago..yeah yeah yeah! TENNIS WAS FUN TODAY and the time passed SO SO SO fast! and my leg still hurts from yesterdays running at malcom park S: ouch! OKAY...I'M LAZY TO BLOG AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP FOR TUITION TOMORROW! URGH! oh yeah! GOING TO EAST COAST AGAIN(((: YAY! haha! XOXO